#4

"01.
I look alive, I'm dead inside.
My heart has holes and black blood flows."

"too often we underestimate the power of
a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening
ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest
act of caring, all of which have the potential
to turn a life around."


02.
"Sometimes it's hard to live when you know it ends in death. But at least sometimes you'll have blue skies. At least sometimes you'll have twilight. And of course you'll always have me."




03.
"When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears.
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears.
I held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have all of me."



04.
"All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
All that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you."


05.
"Sometimes I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all of the lives I'm not living."

"I walk through this valley filled with shadows,
your light has kept me alive.
And now that you shine for someone else,
it feels like I could die."

"I want to go back to believing in everything and knowing nothing at all."



06.
"Love is the most beautiful of dreams and the worst of nightmares"




07.
"If you miss him, that's ok. If you're missing the guy who
treated you like shit, didn't appreciate you, it's alright.
It's ok to sit down sometimes and just miss him. "


08.
"Only love makes you run around in the rain without feeling cold.
Only love numbs you out like that
and still lets you feel every fucking cell in your body."



09.
"Do you know the most surprising thing about heartache?
It doesn't actually kill you. Like a bullet to the heart, or a head-on car wreck, it should.
When someone you've promised to cherish forever says,
"I never loved you," it should kill you instantly. You shouldn't have to wake up day after
day after that, trying to understand
how in the world you didn't know."



10.
"I guess by now I should know enough about loss
to realize that you never really stop missing someone,
you just learn to live around the huge gaping hole of their absence."

"If I could hear the echoes from five years back,
they would join me in accord,
because I've been saying the same thing for years now... "

"Things are going to have to change in the morning."